It’s been a minute and a half yeah. First off, Happy Holidays, remember to spread plenty of love still and stay blessed.
So, I haven’t been on here a while due to unforeseen circumstances somewhat beyond my control. But then, it can only get better yeah even as a new year is incoming in a bit. I’m hopeful and still optimistic about a whole lot.
Before year 2018, I had lots of expectations which didn’t eventually come to pass, the feeling of dissapointment there after was beyond me. It all seemed blurry, I was confused about a whole lot to a fault and alas nothing was working out, but hey! I’m alive in good health at the moment yeah. I was at the verge of depression at some point, grateful I wasn’t consumed afterall.
2018 was one
hell Heaven of a roller coaster ride, there was the good, the bad, and the ugly. If given the opportunity, I bet a good majority will describe it as a wasted year on my path. I mean, no school, no job, NO MONEY, no nothing, no interest, no comfort zone leaving. I can’t even count the number of unsolicited advices I got within this year, coupled with the fact that I experienced a major weight gain, this advisors weren’t having it at all lol… In all, I fought hard and refused to be put under pressure from human beings that knew nothing about what I was going through.
I eventually got hooked on Jeremiah 29:11, which is in fact my best Bible verse atm, and it served as a constant reminder that Abba got His baby girl, and has her best interest always. All these made me appreciate the existence of personal time and season even better.
For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11
One of my highlights of this year is the self discovery journey I took. My “me times” were everything, encompassed with the euphoria that accompanies solitude. You guys, this feeling is so surreal. I got to understand me a little better and…well…as you already I’m complicated like that, so it’s a gradual process yeah😁.
Enough of year 2018, let’s talk 2019 already shall we…
First up, no new year resolution shenanigans, mans can’t stress with all this mbok. But then in my oblivion of what year 2019 holds, I’m open to positive changes mehn. Hopefully, I’ll be reaching another great level, and yet again I’m convinced more than ever that Abba will definitely perfect all that concerns me.
I’m officially activating my mandate on being intentional, yeah…I know I’ve said this before and stuff, the present difference is conscious efforts to being intentional. My YouTube channel would finally become a reality yeah, it’s been long overdue, courtesy “conscious efforts”🤗. I’m very much excited for new beginnings, so hopeful and I like.
For the umpteenth time, I’ve realised how much of my comfort zone I’ve been in, lets say I earnestly wish to live my life to the fullest, whilst focusing more on the present than the future.
Above all things, I’m grateful for the gift of life and health for myself, family and friends. Also for the few people I met in 2018, mostly via SM, you all are amazing. And to you who show me love on here, thank you so much, let’s keep it going.
Happy New Year in a teeny-weeny bit fam😙.
Lots of love💕💕💕